Music & Audio

Loretta, in light of my truth
Here I stand alone to try and explain
I'll say the words in a way that is just and fair, controlled and right by you
And I'm sorry I've held on for too long
And I'm sorry I've held on for too long

My eyes are red
Red from the blood
That stains the past that never seems to leave

I am haunted by places
Tormented faces
With words I can barely bring myself to hear

In the weariness of one twilight hour
I find true pain
And it seems eternal
Amber

I will light a fire
To keep me warm in here
And hope to live another light of day

In the weariness of one twilight hour
I find true pain
And it seems eternal
Amber

Tonight, let me sleep, please hold my thoughts
Hold their spirits, hold their troubled souls
Amber

Songs formed in the late 1990s and brought forward decades later as memory, music, and proof of creative life.

I started playing guitar when I was in Grade 6.

The songs in this album began taking shape in the late 1990s, when I was in high school and university. It was a time when I could finally afford to buy my own music, a computer, and some home recording equipment. For the first time, I had a way to record the music I had been writing and playing.

Seven instrumental pieces recorded between 2012 and 2014, shaped by earlier questions about science, religion, God, non-belief, origins, and humanity.

In 2007 and 2008, I became deeply immersed in questions about existence.

Is there a God? Is there life after death? Who are we? What are we? How did the universe, the Earth, and human beings come into existence? I read about science, religion, philosophy, and everything in between, trying to understand not only what might be true, but why human beings believe the things we believe.